On fire!!!

Hello every one!!
Well, I am on fire...am cooking up a storm n loving it! I love being in the kitchen....best place to keep my mind occupied.
I'll be flying out to Lausanne in a couple of weeks, I can't wait!!!!

Self discovery

Well, it's been a month since we last saw Aman in the flesh, thank god for the various forms of web chatting!! Lol.
I have used this time to figure out for myself what I want to do with my life and where I want to be in a years time. I've always had a passion for cooking, always experimenting with new recipes or coming up with something of my own, and now I've finally decided to use this passion and become something with it. I've started a course which will hopefully better my skills and give me the knowledge I need to become a chef. I want to be a chef. After a very long time I have the drive and desire to do something for myself. The little one will hopefully enjoy the culinary developments, even though all she thinks about now is chocolate!! Lol!
I want our daughter to be able to look at both of us with pride. Her daddy will always be her hero....what will mummy be??

A week later......

Well, it's been a week since Aman left, kind of a weird week. I started working on making myself a better cook and our daughter started nursery. Aman has settled in well, with the whole of his class and his apartment. I know he's going to be really busy once classes start, so I'm not jealous of him going out every evening, lol.
I do miss him a lot, that can't be denied, but I have to get on with doing what I want. I wish I was there now so I could join in with all the intro's and meetings. I really feel I'm missing out on a lot. But oh well, this what is best for us.

Marcella, it would be so great to see you do a Bollywood dance at the graduation ball, that is one event I will not miss!

Distance and the heart.......

Hi guys, I thought I too would post after seeing Vinita's.

I know how she feels about being away from loved ones. I too have had experience of Aman being away for work, but that too only for a few days. I'm now having to rethink about how I occupy my mind, although the little one is doing a fairly good job of being a distraction. She's like a pinball running loose in the house!!!! Honestly, if it wasn't for her I think I'd break down in a few days.

It's strange how one person can fill your time and thoughts so much that you can't even think about yourself. I keep thinking how Aman will cope by himself, no one to make him tea or even to give him a glass of water. I know he's a grown man, but I've been there for him for the past 7 and a half years. I know he'll be ok, but this heart doesn't see any sense.

Vinita is right, do something we haven't done or put off doing because of time and other things coming along. Well, I've thought about taking up the guitar again, but I mite end up being one of those casanova type musicians whose pining for their love!!! heheheheheh. Well, who knows what I'll end up doing, but I do know I will do something.

This year I too am going to try and better myself, if he can so can I.

May 2012 be bright for all of us and bring us many joys and happiness.

I'll post again once I get my little pinball to sleep....